Can you make sense of this please?

Yeah, I answered your question the other day, but this one seems better written. Look you're 31, get some help for yourself, your life is your own now, if it happened it happened. If it did happen you may never get your parents to acknowledge it and believe it. Besides what may have happened parents have a hard time dealing with the way that they may not of been good parents. I'm in a similar situation with my parents, you can't really get them to see things your way and/or if you do it is very painful for them. Everyone has some crap they carry from childhood, there is no such thing as a perfect parent, and some of us have experienced some bad stuff that is harder to move on from then what the average person has. You really need to see that you are way into adulthood, they will never see things how you have, get some help for yourself to get some answers for your life, and sorry to say move on. You make your life now, not your parents, do what you need to do for yourself like getting some help, and know you will likely never get them to understand and talk openly about what happened. Good luck and I hope you will eventually find some peace within yourself:)